Chapter 4, Love is to give everything, only wishing that deep feelings are not in vain

Lin Xiaozhu, are you not afraid of being seen by your girlfriend and getting into an argument for boldly coming here to have a meal and take a walk with me

I was taken aback; it turned out she was angry with me over this matter: "Xiao Han, I am not neglecting my health, look how strong I am, like an ox!" I breathed a sigh of relief, my face showing her excessive worry, "Alright, alright, come help me see if it looks good or not!"

Thus, I have transformed from needing to please just one person in the past to now needing to please two people.

It seems that Ye Bihan is worried that I might become ill from stress at school, so she has been urging me to go home and relax over the weekend

Although these ribs were meant for him, I never had the courage to give them away after bringing them back to the dormitory

However, I will never be able to forget him, the one who walked towards me, glowing at that time

My gaze slid and landed on a boy sitting upright. I was taken aback for a moment, then turned my head to glance at Ye Bihan, conveying a thousand questions to her with my eyes

Sitting opposite this great deity, I truly find it difficult to remain calm. Yi Dan has been conversing with Xiao Han, while Mo Xi and I are left in an awkward silence. I do not know if he feels awkward, but I certainly feel as if I could sink into the ground out of embarrassment

Moxi crossed her arms and looked at Cheng Qingtong with a face full of disdain: "Cheng Qingtong, take a look at my hands."

Ye Bihan vaguely covered it up: "Auntie, don't mind her, I will take it for you"

Ye Bihan waved her hand and left me behind. I stood there in a daze, unsure whether to go or stay.

Later, Yi Dan mentioned to me the situation of that day. He told me that he had deceived Mo Xi Yi into going to the playground to play basketball, and at that time, Mo Xi Yi had no suspicion at all. That day, I was going to confess my feelings.

Stepping out of the mall, the autumn breeze is chilly, a sensation I did not notice when I first entered

Xiao Han, do not forget to complete your homework today, it is due tomorrow. If you do not write it, I can ... ...

Although I came with a heart full of words, I never considered the outcome. It seems that being rejected was to be expected; no matter how much I think, there is no other possibility. It is better not to think about it at all, as it allows for a more carefree attitude.

Yi Dan beckoned to Mo Xi, and I understood immediately. Shortly after, I saw Ye Bi Han and Cai Qi Hang had also arrived.

If you like me, let's just be friends

I had arranged to meet Ye Bihan at 6 o'clock at the Alan Restaurant by the north gate of the school. When I came out of the library, it was already 6 o'clock, and I arrived ten minutes late. From the window of the restaurant, I saw Ye Bihan and Yi Dan, who were already waiting for me. I vaguely noticed that there was another person sitting next to Yi Dan, but I couldn't see clearly who it was as they were blocked from view.

By the time I finished the last sentence, I had almost exhausted all my courage and strength. The audience erupted in cheers, and it was then that I noticed Ye Bihan casting an encouraging glance in my direction, which brought me a sense of calm.

I was probably particularly exhausted, so I raised my head and asked: "Xiao Han, what was the last thing Mo Xi said?"

Mom

Xiao Han! I feel like I have been poisoned

Moxi one

I scoff! What an inauspicious thing to say; you are already thinking of rejection before we have even begun. Can you not put in a little effort!

I, who had been keeping my head down, lifted it to glance at him. His brows furrowed even deeper, and my heart suddenly raced. I could only lower my head again and, steeling myself, continued: "Later, when I encountered you at the hospital, it was a chance to learn more about you. Perhaps it was from that moment on that you began to appear in my mind, no matter how hard I tried to shake you off, I simply could not."

He stopped and held the basketball in his hands

Three minutes have passed

The agreed time was 9:00. I arrived half an hour early, and there were many people exercising on the playground. I felt increasingly nervous. If I were to be rejected, it would be such an embarrassing and awkward situation

Oh dear

For example, I would serve him food. Wherever he goes to the cafeteria, I would go to that cafeteria, searching for him throughout the entire cafeteria. Once I find him, I would snatch the plate and go get him the special dish of the day from the cafeteria

Hello, may I ask how many people are ready to order?

I glanced at my phone; since I sent the goodnight message last night, I have checked my phone every three minutes from the moment it was sent. Finally, I waited until the night was deep and quiet, exhausted and drowsy.

First Kiss

He turned around

Then, he concealed all his expressions and spoke the answer word by word: "I never believe in love. If you like me, then let us be friends; perhaps you will wait for that day."

Suddenly, my phone vibrated just before going to sleep. Since I had only sent a text message to Moxi before bed, I sprang up from the bed in almost a second and quickly answered the call

Ye Bihan repeatedly apologized: "I was wrong, I was wrong. What do you need me to help you with? Please feel free to say!"

Ye Bihan patted her chest and said, "This matter is easy to handle. I will leave it to Yi Dan; he will definitely be able to manage it. If he cannot, then we will sever ties."

I thought you had some significant matter that you were afraid to tell me, but such a trivial issue is nothing difficult. Although it was indeed his fault initially, I did push him down, so it is only right for me to offer an apology.

In the end, I still did not muster the courage

Oh

It was only when the waiter arrived that the awkwardness of the moment was alleviated

Girlfriend? What girlfriend?

They simply do not like you at all

Seeing my pitiful expression, she could not bear to continue shouting at me and her attitude turned gentle: "Actually, that day, I was a bit too intense. I really shouldn't have spoken to you so harshly, but your recent performance has been truly unbearable for me. I could see at a glance that your thinking is quite limited, and I have to say, your mind is simple and your physical abilities... well, they are not that impressive either"

He was pierced by my merciless words, and his brows furrowed: "What do you know? How do you know that I deceive others?" I was taken aback for a moment, and he continued with a playful smile, "Isn't it because I am charming and handsome..."

The sun shone brightly as it tilted westward at a slight angle, at a quarter past nine

Until he walked far away; until the crowd dispersed; until only Xiao Han remained by my side. I then bent down my body, allowing the tears to flow freely

Ye Bihan: "Qingtong, the one accompanying you for shopping is a girl, not a man! What do you mean by constantly dragging me to look at men's clothing? Do you want to become a transgender person?"

I do understand what Ye Bihan said; after listening to her analysis, my heart indeed felt a chill. However, before I could fully cool down, I quickly encouraged myself.

She turned over, squinting her eyes, probably quite interested in the message from Moxi Yi: "Congratulations, what did it say? Read it to me."

The magnetic fields between the two of us are simply too incompatible

You might as well give up; I think you are beyond help...

For example, what clothes I wore that day; for example, what words I spoke; for example, the scent on him; for example, his response

Finally, we have reached the end, and it is time to disperse. Yi Dan reached out to grab Ye Bihan, but I blocked his hand mid-air and casually started chatting with Ye Bihan, the entire action smooth and flawless. However, when I inadvertently turned my head, I caught a glimpse of Mo Xi's secretly smiling expression.

Ah... my eyes feel a bit uncomfortable. Have you all ordered? I sincerely apologize for the long wait.

A flock of crows flew across the sky

Then I will inform you after I have set the time and place, and you must not back out at that time

I jumped out of bed and took a deep breath: "I have made up my mind; I will confess to Moxi tomorrow. I have checked his class schedule, and he has no classes in the morning."

Since that day, almost the entire world became aware of my fondness for Moxi Yi, and I once again topped the hot list on the forum, becoming a popular topic of conversation among everyone after meals

When he sent the group message, I was not left out, and I was already grateful. Fortunately, he did not forget me. Hehe... hehe.

Moxi, do you know that your existence once filled a person with hope

Yi Danxin probably felt overjoyed: "If falling like this could lead me to meet you, I would have fallen long ago. It's truly worth it, and I must thank Cheng Qingtong; if it weren't for her, I probably wouldn't have this meal today"

In fact, I do not particularly understand how to choose a tie for a man, what kind would suit him, what kind would not be outdated, and what kind would be of high quality; I know nothing about it. I just went with great enthusiasm, wanting to select a gift, hoping that he would wear the gift I gave him at various occasions.

"Just say it if you want water, I will help you pour it, don't be anxious, you are just too impatient by nature." Yi Dan's words seemed to be comforting me, but in reality, they were laced with barbs, making me feel uncomfortable all over.

Xiao Han, I do not want to give up. Perhaps what you see in him is indeed a cold exterior, one that only analyzes problems rationally and does not think about them emotionally. However, he actually has another side to him, his father... Then I began to speak at length, sharing the few stories I know about him with genuine emotion, sometimes sad, sometimes joyful, sometimes filled with hope, and sometimes humble and dejected

He must be born to oppose me

I have never believed in love

My mother was probably taken aback by my obedient little lamb attitude, casting a strange glance at Ye Bihan

Ye Bihan cast a somewhat unusual glance at me, likely sensing that something was off with me today. I averted my gaze, deliberately avoiding looking at her, so she did not press further.

At this point, I actually feel quite pleased, as my efforts have not been in vain; winning the support of a large number of young people is indeed a significant achievement for me

On the way back, I kept holding that lunchbox, cradled in my palms, while Ye Bihan glanced at my lunchbox many times.

The literary club has once again become my second home, and I often run over there to circle around Mo Xiyi. This time, I am undoubtedly a "sticky plaster"; almost every member of the literary club actively informs me of Mo Xiyi's whereabouts, whether he has come today, or when he will arrive. It seems as if the whole world is helping me pursue him.

"Cheng Qingtong, have you lost your mind? I am Lin Xiaozhu."

Are you still angry about what happened last time? "Moxi Yi's voice.

Ye Bihan, would you like to have a jianbing guozi? I will go downstairs and can buy it for you as well

Ye Bihan! Xiao Han! Wake up quickly, Moxi just sent me a text message, hahahaha... laughter continues endlessly

The more Ye Bihan listened, the darker her expression became, until she finally threw the pillow directly at my face: "Cheng Qingtong, do you have any brains? They insulted you and you are still overjoyed."

Two figures appeared in my line of sight; the one in white sportswear was Moxi Yi, and the one in gray was Yi Dan

As soon as she finished speaking, Ye Bihan let out a chuckle.

It is best not to respond here and to cover oneself with a blanket and sleep.

There is plenty, so don't worry, take your time eating

I blinked at her, and she finally opened her eyes, looking at me in confusion: "Is that it?"

Returning to the dormitory, filled with joy, I jumped onto Ye Bihan's bed and began to share the story of my day with her

As soon as I reached the doorstep, I caught a whiff of the fragrant ribs. Ye Bihan, in high spirits, went inside to help my mother, while I, on the other hand, sprawled on the sofa at home and began to daydream

Perhaps you will be able to wait for that day

Moxi's gaze was gentle, and her voice was soft, clear, and bright: "I spoke a bit harshly that day, I apologize."

I suddenly pushed him away and slapped him hard, saying: "Lin Xiaozhu, are you out of your mind! Why do you have to use this trick on all the girls!"

As soon as I spoke a single sentence, there was an uproar around me. He stood before me, motionless, merely gazing at me with a contemplative expression. I had no choice but to muster my courage and express everything I wanted to say: "From the first time I saw you, I liked you very much. But at that time, I thought... it was just a chance encounter, a stroke of luck to meet a handsome guy. However, later on, I saw you again in the school's literary club. Although I caused you some trouble, we eventually got to know each other. But at that time, I thought... it was just a chance encounter, a stroke of luck to meet a handsome guy. However, later on, I saw you again in the school's literary club. Although I caused you some trouble, we eventually got to know each other."

On Saturday at noon, after having lunch with Lin Xiaozhu, he insisted on escorting me back to the dormitory, and thus we slowly walked in the direction of the dormitory

"Then why are you so happy? Is it necessary? He didn't send it specifically to you; this message is clearly a mass text..." She was probably infuriated by me, struggling to get up, and from the look on her face, it seemed she was about to cough up blood

There is no need to elaborate; our President Mo is beyond the realm of mere good looks. He is undoubtedly stunning to the point of being explosive, off the charts, and utterly exceptional

The waiter was amused by my loud voice, a smile appearing at the corners of his mouth. I took the menu and used it to cover most of my face.

I swallowed the rice and said seriously: "Mom, are there still spare ribs in the pot?"

It turns out that hurting a person is so easy

A few days ago, I went shopping with Ye Bihan, and I kept dragging her through the men's clothing section. If I hadn't avoided looking at her, I would surely have been killed by her gaze

Can!

My face feels as if someone suddenly slapped me, and it started to burn fiercely: "Ah! Oh... you are Lin Xiaozhu, right? I just hung up the phone with Moxi Yi, and I thought he was calling again. What can I do for you..." in a natural and unpretentious tone

Now it is good, the venue is finally not cold, everyone has started to look at me

Did Moxi call you? It's so late. Did you hang up on him? Cheng Qingtong, could you please draft your lies before you tell them?

"No, no, ladies first," he said, but Ye Bihan still pushed the menu into his hands. He smiled awkwardly and, after placing his order, handed it to Mo Xi.

Recently, I have felt like a fool, humbled to the dust, doing everything I can think of for him, even though those around me are gossiping. Yet, they are ultimately not important people and cannot hurt me at all. But now, even Ye Bihan feels that there is no point in continuing, and a significant pillar in her heart has suddenly collapsed, causing her blood to run cold.

It is important that we do not lose face

Cheng Qingtong! Hey! Don't go, that wouldn't be your first kiss, would it? Cheng Qingtong...

And Moxi's previous remark, "Still angry about what happened last time," was abruptly interrupted. Perhaps they did not hear this statement, but I heard it very clearly, and it continues to echo in my ears repeatedly even now

Xiao Han, what should I do! He has never even looked at me properly, let alone the fact that the impression I have left on him is likely beyond repair

In other words, I have completely become his personal caretaker, taking on every task, big or small, that I can manage without letting any slip by

I held that box of spare ribs and almost sat on the bed all night. The next day, my eye bags were terrifyingly large, and my dark circles were comparable to a national treasure. When Ye Bihan saw me, she was yawning, and after looking at me, her mouth almost couldn't close.

I really want to go up and throw her out

Cheng Qingtong, have you even used your brain? They simply do not like you at all

There is none left

I can almost imagine the disdainful expression on Lin Xiaozhu's face at this moment, and I can only hold on stubbornly

It is also because of the encouragement from so many people that I have made up my mind not to be a shrinking turtle, and to clearly and unequivocally express my thoughts to him

The store clerk kindly came out to ask me if I needed to look around any further, and I shook my head, leaving with a heavy heart

Then can you bear to give up like this and let him go

Although he reprimanded me sternly, I am already quite satisfied that he took the initiative to come and talk to me

In order to conceal my embarrassment, I reached out to grab the tea from Ye Bihan's side

Bright, vibrant, and sunny

A faint mocking voice came from under the bed: "Hey? Senior Mo? Tsk tsk tsk, Qingtong, the things I said to you tonight were all like playing the lute to a cow, weren't they!"

Ye Bihan returned once again to the person who had worried herself sick for me in the past, earnestly advising me throughout the night, while I, during her counsel, secretly sent a goodnight message to Moxi.

For example, fetching water for him... You will see a cute and silly girl who stands guard downstairs every day, watching him come out with a thermos, and then she joyfully skips over, snatches the thermos, and runs away

She then nodded slightly, pacing back and forth in front of me: "You have potential, I believe in you, rest assured, I stand behind you to support you. Even if you are rejected on the spot, my shoulder is always there for you to lean on"

Feeling quite agitated at noon, I logged into the game to vent a little. Noticing Cai Qihang was online, I casually brought up Moxi Yi with him

In other words, to put it nicely, it seems as if I am directing and starring in a play all by myself; to put it bluntly, I appear to be rambling on like a madman.

So I took her home with me. Share blessings together, face difficulties together

Suddenly, a head popped up behind me; it was Ye Bihan. After observing my conversation with "Xiao Cai Yi Die," she took a bite of her apple and casually remarked, "Is that what you call a secret crush? Anyone in the world who knows you can tell that you like Moxi Yi. Your secret crush is far too obvious."

After class, Ye Bihan kept hesitating and did not speak. The more I looked, the more something seemed off: "Xiao Han, what’s wrong with you today? Why are you being so fidgety?"

I was thoroughly exposed by him, and in a fit of anger, I said: "Stop with the nonsense, just get to the point. Sister, I want to sleep."

... ...

I am astonished: "Wow, you are really too sentimental; you can just kiss any girl you bring along?"

Xiao Han, I am preparing to do the laundry. Do you have any dirty clothes that I can wash for you as well

When I saw you walking with tenderness, I became even more certain that I have truly let you into my heart. Moxi, can you accept me

Ye Bihan nodded slightly and said with particular certainty: "It is already very clear that you are gravely ill; you have fallen for him."

Cheng Qingtong... After she called my name, she let out a gentle sigh and shook her head. "Qingtong, since things have come to this point, there should be a conclusion. Mo Xi has no feelings for you at all. He is notoriously proud, and what result can you expect from lowering yourself like this!"

Thus, Yi awkwardly said goodbye to us, and I took Ye Bihan's arm and returned to the dormitory

She wore a sly smile and got straight to the point: "Cheng Qingtong, do you like Mo Xiyi? Speak honestly."

At that moment, Moxi began to speak, and his gaze was fixed directly on me, clearly directed at me. I found myself in a dilemma, unsure whether to look at him or not, with my hands clenched together, not knowing where to place them.

Upon noticing that I had discovered something unusual, she no longer concealed it: "The matter with Yi Dantuo has been going on for quite some time now, and it has recently improved significantly. What do you think, should we invite him to dinner as a way to apologize? Otherwise, I always feel like I owe him something..."

After the dishes were served, Ye Bihan raised her teacup, using tea in place of wine, and offered a toast to Yi Dan: "We wouldn't have known each other without a fight. I sincerely apologize for what happened last time; it was not our intention."

I turned my head to look at her. Her direct question made it difficult for me to brush it off, so I had no choice but to honestly tell her: "It seems that whenever I see him, I feel utterly insignificant. In front of him, I feel like a little dwarf, always having to look up at him. But... I also feel particularly heartbroken... I always think of him..." My voice grew softer and weaker.

Later, I forgot many details of that day

He chuckled and said, "When are you going to fulfill your promise to treat me to a meal? If this goes on, I will be graduating soon."

I am a female hero: Brother, I currently do not have anyone, I just have someone I have a crush on!

However, I had not finished speaking when I felt a softness on my lips, and the faint scent of laundry detergent enveloped me. I only knew that at that moment, my eyes must have been as wide as copper bells, and my body suddenly stiffened, losing all sensation. By the time I came to my senses, it was already too late

He almost recounted to me once again the story of his efforts to pursue his girlfriend, telling me that opportunities cannot be waited for, as once they are missed, they are gone forever

A sudden jolt in my heart, it's over, it's over, this time it seems she is truly angry

He is usually proud and serious, but suddenly underwent a complete transformation. My little heart couldn't quite accept it at first, and I was left in a daze. Ye Bihan nudged me with her elbow, and only then did I come to my senses

Whoever likes this, whoever has liked it, you... you had better not appear in front of me in the future, otherwise, I will hit you every time I see you!

I am just an ordinary girl, so ordinary that I cannot be more so. Will he like me?

It was only when I met Moxi that I truly understood what it meant to speak without sincerity

Then pursue it

Having said it all in one breath, Xiao Han no longer held back: "Cheng Qingtong, you should confess your feelings. Since you truly like him, you should let him know. Regardless of whether he can accept it or not, he has the right to know."

Their constant politeness and deference make me appear to be the most impolite one. Sitting there feels like sitting on pins and needles

I am not worried about you, you know. There is a hint of grievance in my tone

I watched his chest rise and fall violently, while I continued to chatter incessantly. At that moment, I was particularly grateful for the excellent genes my mother had passed down to me, allowing me to perform exceptionally well at this time

Moxi, I like you

Then throw the basketball aside and turn to leave

Hello? Senior Mo!

After two consecutive nights of insomnia, I still got out of bed early, washed my face with cold water to wake myself up a bit. I put on the white gauze dress that Ye Bihan bought for me, applied light makeup, and with a heart full of words, I waited for him at the playground, my dear, Moxi Yi

But he took the initiative to speak to me! This is very important; it is a milestone in my life

How easy those three words sound, yet when the protagonist is me, it becomes more difficult than reaching the heavens

I couldn't help but chuckle at her hesitant demeanor, saying, "Is it really just this matter?"

It is merely a home-cooked dish, will he accept it

Ye Bihan did not seriously examine the tie; instead, she flipped it over, glanced at the price tag, and pulled me out of the store, bluntly saying: "This tie costs over 1,000. Have you been splitting your instant noodles into two meals just for this? Cheng Qingtong, I have no objection to you loving him and pursuing him, but do you think it's worth it to neglect your own health for him?"

He dribbled the basketball and ran in the opposite direction from me. I mustered my courage and shouted his name in his direction: "Moxi!"

President of the Literary Society

I raised an eyebrow: "A joke, when have I ever been a deserter? Moreover, how could I leave you alone with him? I could never be at ease with that."

I find great pleasure in doing these things, but the parties involved can no longer endure it

"Qingtong, what happened to your eyes? Did sand get in them?"

After I finished ordering, I handed the menu to Ye Bihan. This fellow politely declined my offer, saying, "You order first, Yi Dan, I will order last."

Ultimately, winning back the heart of the handsome man is what matters most

I pulled her into another men's clothing brand store, feeling both joyful and at a loss as I looked around, completely unaware that Ye Bihan's face had already turned ashen.

After that, I called Cai Qihang again. As soon as he heard that I was going to confess, he was even more excited than I was, insisting on coming to cheer me on and encouraging me to prepare with peace of mind

Moreover, I have such a strong and gentle rival in love, how should I proceed...

Ye Bihan: "I said, Cheng Qingtong, where do you get so much 'by the way'? Everything is 'by the way'. Do you think you are a catchy rhyme? Every day serving this and that, aren't you tired?"

Ye Bihan turned around and got out of bed, carrying a basin to wash up. The helplessness on her face is still vivid in my memory.

In order to save money to buy a birthday gift for Moxi, I have almost given up on meals

Oh. That's nothing, I've already forgotten about it. Um, I'll step out for a moment, you all go ahead and eat. I made an excuse to go to the restroom and Ye Bihan followed me out.

I feel a bit shy and blushing: "Isn't it my 'boyfriend's' birthday soon? I want to give him a gift. You know, he is the president of the student council and often attends formal occasions. It wouldn't do for him to not have a decent tie..."

Ye Bihan hesitated for a moment and continued, "Previously, you had such strong opinions about Yi Dan, and moreover... moreover, Mo Xi's attitude at that time was indeed... so I think you probably do not want to go."

There was silence on the other end of the phone for three seconds

I made an excuse that I had something to attend to, and then I logged off and left

He might not accept it at all, and instead, he may scold me.

I originally thought she would not pay attention to me, let alone respond to me, but unexpectedly, this person replied to me, leaving me somewhat flabbergasted.

I casually walked in, bouncing and skipping, waved at Ye Bihan, and exclaimed in a loud voice: "I'm late, I'm late, I was so engrossed in my studies that I lost track of time..."

He held a basketball in one hand, while the other hand was placed in his pocket. He lifted his head and looked at me, his eyes tinged with sadness stirring my heart, making me want to flee in panic

As soon as I open my eyes in the morning

Generally, Ye Bihan must call my name three times before I can respond

He was taken aback when I pushed him away, and after I slapped him, he was even more terrified: "Cheng Qingtong, you really hit me! Don't you girls all like this?"

The people offstage fell silent, no one spoke anymore, as if they were all waiting for me to continue telling my story

However, the real conflict with Ye Bihan arose from a war triggered by a gift

I am a female hero: Xiaocai, quickly tell me, what should I do if I have a crush on someone

Then pursue it

I vaguely said: "There is no need to thank me; this is all the result of your own efforts. I am merely a catalyst, accelerating the chemical reaction."

"Xiao Han, come and take a look at this!" I held up a deep blue tie with white stripes.

Since I can put my pride on the line to confess in front of everyone for him, and have been rejected, having already lost all face, what could be more terrifying than this

Of course, this matter went unnoticed by her; otherwise, the friendship between the two of us, which has lasted for over twenty years, would likely come to an end

I am furious: "That is still better than you, deceiving others' feelings. What is the difference between that and being a walking corpse!"

How is he also here? Wasn't it just to invite Yi Dan for a meal? What does he have to do with Mo Xi?

Have you even used your brain or not

Moxi, do you know that there was once a person in this world who could not sleep because of you

Ye Bihan was stunned, presumably still processing what I had just said. She looked down at my lunchbox, which was already empty of the ribs.

He slowly walked towards me, his brow slightly furrowed, and his bright eyes revealed a curious expression. I gazed into the depths of his pupils, which were pitch black, still devoid of any warmth. The sun elongated his shadow, casting a thin layer of golden hue over his pure white sportswear. He—Moxi—approached me slowly, shimmering with brilliance

The flickering point in my eyes gradually coalesced, leaving only him—Moxi Yi

"Why don't you want to go? Isn't it all in the past? Besides, I have forgotten everything that Moxi said at that time, it doesn't matter."

To love someone is to feel content simply by seeing them smile

The solo performance is a one-man show of mine

I cheerfully pulled out my phone: "Dear members of the literary society, please gather in Building 1 for a meeting at 3:00 PM today. Kindly reply upon receipt. Thank you."

I had been shoveling rice in my bowl like a zombie, silent and unresponsive, when suddenly I called out "Mom," interrupting the conversation between the two.

Ye Bihan was taken aback, probably not expecting me to ask such a question. She nodded reluctantly. I wiped my tears twice and stood up: "Since there is even the slightest chance, then I, Cheng Qingtong, will never give up."

He made a very casual expression, looking indifferent: "So what if it is? I am not like you, sticking to a block of ice all day, pursuing a Platonic love. The spirit of throwing oneself into the fire is commendable!"

What he said afterwards, I did not hear. I only know that after I got home, I brushed my teeth for the entire afternoon. Although he merely brushed my lips lightly, that was my first kiss

I turned my head and glared at her, and she wisely walked away. I continued to consult with Cai Qihang.

I smiled sheepishly, saying: "Hehe, I wasn't just watching you being busy. The student council has so many activities, and the literature club has so many matters to attend to. I have to help share some of the burden so that you won't be distracted, right?"

It was merely a smile so faint that it was almost imperceptible, yet I found that this dinner tonight was not in vain

Ye Bihan: "He said he wants to be friends with you, perhaps you will be able to wait for that day."

As a "young girl who has just begun to experience love" and has not yet fallen in love, she has already started to revolve around Moxi Yi, spending every day focused on him.

You scared me to death; you, this child, don't even give a heads-up before speaking. Who did you learn to make such a fuss from!

That... no need, I am full, I just want to take some to school and eat it slowly

Later, I and Moxi never mentioned the confession that day, as if what happened that day did not exist at all. In front of him, I always appeared as a friend, while unbeknownst to him, I could quietly like him, keeping a warmth for him deep in my heart

Compared to gentleness, I am even more insignificant

"You still know that my hand is here! Then you serve me tea and water every day, treating me like a disabled person!" It was almost a roar; since I have known him, I have never seen him make such a loud sound.

I do not know, I have not seen it...

"You don't need to worry about the confession, but I need you to invite him to the playground, because... I'm not sure I can get him out myself." I shyly touched my forehead; it's indeed a bit embarrassing to be unable to even invite the person I want to confess to.

Oh! He suddenly realized, "She is not my girlfriend, she is just a friend I met that day while playing ball."

At the moment he spoke, I burned my hand on the teapot, sat down abruptly, and nearly strained my back

For example, borrowing books for him at the library, managing the miscellaneous tasks of the literary society on his behalf, organizing the materials in his office and so on

Hey, upon arriving home, I didn't know to go to the kitchen to help, instead, I made Xiao Han do all the work. Hurry up and wash your hands to get the bowls and chopsticks!

During the day, it is manageable, but once night falls, I feel as if I have been injected with adrenaline, tossing and turning unable to sleep, my mind filled entirely with Moxi's outstanding face

Many people around were stunned by the power of my roar, and they rushed over to see the commotion. At that moment, a rumble echoed in my ears, drowning out all other sounds. The voices of discussion faded away like receding waves, gradually submerged by the anxiety within.

Xiao Han! Do you think it would look better if Mo Xi wore brighter colors instead of black and white clothes?

Stabbed by him | Irritated as usual, just wanting to quickly end this call: "Come to my school to find me this weekend at noon. If there's nothing else, I'm hanging up!"

The matter has been arranged by me in this way. Since early this morning, my heart has been in my throat. From childhood to adulthood, I have never taken anything so seriously, nor have I ever been this nervous.

During meals, it has always been the two of them exchanging words, showcasing their deep mother-daughter bond, while I feel like the extra one.

So, I still have a chance, right

I was taken aback: "What happened to your hand? Isn't your hand fine?"

In the days that followed, Ye Bihan was unwilling to pay me any attention, to summarize with a phrase my mother often used: "a failure to turn iron into steel"

A piece of cake: Oh? Has the heroine also fallen in love? But the last time I saw you, you said you didn't have a boyfriend

There has been no response up to now

Clang—she lay back down on the bed, pulling the quilt over herself

It is evident that last night I overthought, exerted my mind excessively, felt hungry, and then I was consumed by myself

He finished speaking and left in a huff

Of course ... ... do not.

The figure gradually became blurred, leaving only the basketball thumping against the ground, one bounce after another.

Ye Bihan and I have always had a deep understanding of each other, but today this fellow is simply a fool, a fool among fools

Ye Bihan suddenly interrupted me: "By the way, did you help me write it!"

Student Council President

Ye Bihan noticed my lack of strong reaction and immediately relaxed: "It's just this matter."

Cheerleader beauty, you wouldn't tell me that you two have broken up, would you

Whoever asks you to share the burden, it is only when you do so that I will be distracted

I see that she holds back every time she wants to ask, and when she doesn't bring it up, I can no longer contain myself: "I prepared this spare rib to bring to Moxi. His mother has been ill for many years and surely cannot make such delicious spare ribs. I think he hasn't had home-cooked meals for a long time, so I took the liberty of wanting to bring it to him."

I am speechless: "Don't start with that. With your appearance, you think you're charming and handsome? In the vast sea of people, there are countless individuals just like you, and there are even more who are better than you..."